a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome
The night time is the right time for most,
But usually i sit up thinking about my next post.
Can't sleep, won't sleep, and need all the help I can get.
Thinking of random stuff like if I'll beat my little brother in a bet.
Day time is different but I still feel pressure.
Thinking of my accomplishments and wondering if my life will measure
Up to the stratosphere of my imagination.
Trying to avoid the haters and temptation.
When will I perform, when will I hold my kid,
Will I sit back and regret the things that I did?
Am I odd, why do I feel alone?
I know that's not true, because I have hundreds of friends in my phone.
It's hard to appreciate the times as they come.
I just have to remind myself that I'm more fortunate then some.
It's a gift and a curse to be fearless at times,
Because anxiety always finds a way to chime in and heat up my chill.
I will succeed, I guess I should view anxiety as a blessing.
Without it I wouldn't pay attention to the lessons.
I wouldn't think out of the box, I wouldn't double check my approach.
I wouldn't be able except criticism, I wouldn't learn from my coach.
Broke, confidence and dumb would be my future .
At less with anxiety, my final answer is usually sure, Pure, and thought through thoroughly.
I guess what I'm saying is;
Anxiety is a part of me.